Thinking

So, I realized today that I don't think enough. I tend to feel my way through life. This is not at all how I want to live. I need to start thinking about concrete things so that I can function better. For example, I don't want to move. I like my little apartment. However, concrete evidence would tell me that I need to move. Bummer. I also need to get better about things like spending money. I can't spend money just because I want to. There needs to be money to spend and also a reason for spending the money. I'm working on getting better at this, but it's hard. I feel like I made a wrong turn somewhere along the way, and now I'm fighting to get back. It's really an uphill battle.